In May of 2012 Kenny and I welcomed our baby girl, Lucy Grace. Lucy was diagnosed with Spina Bifida when I was 20 weeks pregnant. Like many other families our experience was difficult and painful to talk about in the beginning. I have attempted to document our journey with SB so our family and friends can stay informed. Although we had some serious medical challenges in the first few months, Spina Bifida does not define our daughter or our family. Kenny and I are so lucky to have two kids we adore. This is our life with a 7 yr old and an infant....with an SB twist!

Monday, June 29, 2009

Moving on...well sort of.

Today was a tough day.

We got the keys to the new house and started the arduous task of moving in. The place we have lived for the last two years is a 2nd floor duplex. We actually really liked the space itself but hated parking on the street and not having a yard for Noah to play in. The new house has a big backyard and a beautiful deck for our bbq. Our bbq. Can I even call it that anymore?

I'm so mad.

I'm mad at Mike for not wanting the same things as me. I'm mad at myself for not taking more time to get to know him before we got married. What if this was it? What if this was my one shot to get it right and I blew it? What if Noah hates me for not trying harder to keep his parents together?

I'm so scared.